Last week I met a creative friend at the local writer’s café. He had just returned from the UK and was ready to roll out his new documentary film. Our conversation sparked some exciting ideas for promoting the film around the country. I was excited about the prospects and the plan and before committing to a support role in the project, I deferred and requested a time out to reflect on it. A day later while soaking in my backyard hot tub the nub of my doubt was around my desire to be the principal or partner in a project, not an assistant. I was a loyal employee for almost thirty years and when the boss said jump, I said “how high?” So I had a serious case of ‘been there, done that.’ In the digging down to the marrow was the answer. I have a vision, I have a dream and that is what I need to do.
Moving into new passions, activities, and work in the time of Boomerang challenges most people on many levels. Creativity boils down to taking authorship of one’s life. True creativity comes forward from the inside out. A natural flow of energy happens in conducive settings but the true genesis is with the individual’s own soul. His/ her own primary direction or guidance gets rusty, since we are so conditioned to be productive and achieve tangible stuff such as job positions, money, or even travel destinations. Creating solely from inside is new. For me the spark begins with meditation and talking with trusted friends. Sometimes I find myself getting carried away with someone else’s vision as in the case of the film based on ‘Think and Grow Rich.’ Bringing my myriad and disconnected thoughts and feelings into the breath of conversation helps me to get groundingand insight. After letting it simmer as I did with the film project, I get a sip of the answer. Then I practice a technique I learned in my role as a manager, if it isn’t in writing it did not happen. The ideas, plans, goals, and strategies that I commit to get written in some form; in this blog, in a poem, and in ‘to do’ lists that I post around the house. From the writing there is a refinement and commitment. The next step in stimulating activation on a big rock or challenge is to share it with a trusted friend or colleague, someone who gets and supports the vision. Often in that discussion further honing of the goal emerges. Rugged individualism has been highly overrated in the American ethos. Yes, it is satisfying to grow your own passion be it a new business or a new artistic expression but without support and assistance it is more difficult and maybe impossible.
This is how my book of poetry came to be. I fantasized for years about publishing a book and then in the midst of a creative spurt someone said, ‘Hey put together a book.’ I began by writing a description of it and then discussed it with trusted friends. Then the vision pulled me and sustained me through the details and tedium of editing, compiling, formatting etc. I carried it through to completion and the immeasurable gratification of accomplishment. Of course, when that door closed then many more opened, such as going out and reading the pieces, posting on line and on and on. The support kept me accountable to myself.
Perhaps you are one of those supremely gifted persons who has succeeded by going it alone and it works for you. Many people when they get to the third chapter or retirement have spent forty years following orders and fitting into systems at work and society, consequently most of us are a bit out of practice with what psychologists call the inner locus of control. Activating and developing new passions can be daunting later in life and often is the reason people stay in jobs they no longer enjoy, stay in hobbies stay they have done since high school, and get bored and cynical. It takes courage to step out into the new and sustain it through the learning curve and reap the joy of living the dream.
Do you have a fantasy project in the dark recesses of your mind? Something you have long thought about but not done. Perhaps you want to write a book, the most common goal according to the website, 43 Goals. Or maybe it is to learn guitar or travel to Australia? What will it take to get you in motion? Until then your fantasy stays just that. But if you activate the fantasy becomes a dream and the dream can likely become a reality. And if not you will have the satisfaction of knowing that you have given it your best shot. Don’t let fantasies linger and clutter your mind. Free up space on your inner hard drive with action and feel satisfaction. Now, I’ve got to get ready for the open mike.